TenkiShonen

My friends, ~SpeedysSketchbook (https://www.deviantart.com/speedyssketchbook) and :iconsuicunedude: will be doing a fundraising drive with me this Friday, Saturday and Sunday, August 10th-12th. We will be attempting to raise another chunk of funds to assist with the payment of our basic bills in the apartment, for largely the same reasons as my old journal about the issues we've had in the past layed out. The sad part is, we were looking to be in pretty decent shape until a few weeks ago, when we had a string of vehicle issues that costs us 300 bucks between the two of us, followed by a pretty bad scare that had us thinking my computer might be dead, which thankfully was solved (ashamedly

So, if you haven't heard from their own journals, a couple friends of mine ( ~SpeedysSketchbook (https://www.deviantart.com/speedyssketchbook) :iconsuicunedude: :iconkokido: ) are attempting to do some fundraising this weekend. This is because, for many reasons, the bottom has pretty much fallen out from under me and my girlfriend over the last couple weeks, including but not limited to: Her having sudden black-out fainting spells. We think they're blood pressure related but not sure because we cant afford to see a doctor and are on the waiting list for a low income clinic. The first spell she had with them was so severe after passing out at work she more or less had to spend two days b

Well I guess I owe it to the people care/were commenting on my last journal a better explanation. I've had a couple days to really sift through some of the issues and I think I can talk about it a bit better now. The short version is there is a LOT of uncertainty in my life right now. over many things. Money, bills, job, housing all could be changing drastically in the next few weeks (wont know for a bit yet) and it's very unsettling for me. Especially given my anxiety issues which easily make it much worse than it needs to be probably. To top if all off my car acts like it wants to die any day and my girlfriends computer did in fact, blow i